Turning points in life

It was over as soon as it started. Luckily.

I felt a lump in my breast.  I freaked out.  Saw the GP the next day.  Yep,  definitely a lump. Day after,  a mammogram and ultrasound.

Conclusion,  nothing evil.  Probably gladular.

Funny thing is that really slapped me down emotionally.  I kept thinking about Miss Bee growing up without me. About the prospect of being sick.

That’s when it hit me. I actually thought “at least I wouldn’t have to go to my work”.

That thought shocked me,  realising how much stress and anxiety I have working.  That,  truth be told I hate my job.

Scary thing to admit.

Now I need to be brave and work out exactly what to do now.

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